Our why...
Bunni was my first and will forever be my most treasured companion.
He came into my life when I was a child, at a time when things were not always
easy.
I don't remember thinking of Bunni as a toy.
To me, he was a real person.
I would sit with him and tell him everything. I would tell him about the things that made me happy, the things that worried me, the things I didn't understand, and the secrets I couldn't tell anyone else.
I trusted him completely.
I would often say to him:
"I know you can hear me. I know you can respond. I promise, if you reply to me, I won't tell anyone."
I truly believed, and perhaps part of me still does, that one day he might answer.
Although he never did, he always listened.
Looking back now, I understand that Bunni gave me something very precious: a place for my imagination, my feelings and my thoughts to exist.
I could give him whatever emotion I was feeling. I could make him happy when I was happy, sad when I was sad, and brave when I needed someone to be brave for me.
He became whatever I needed him to be.
Years later, as I began making dolls, I found myself returning to that feeling.
I didn't want to make dolls with expressions that told you how they were feeling.
I wanted to leave that part open.
Leave the story to the person holding them.
And perhaps that is why I make dolls the way I do.
Because I know how powerful it can be when a little doll is not simply a toy, but someone you can talk to, confide in, imagine with and love.
Bunni was my first companion.
My dolls are made in the hope that they might become someone else's.
